a rather inconsistent collection of the miscellaneous thoughts flooding my head.

Silently screaming

& in the end we all just fade away anyways, but I am screaming and falling
A beautiful breakdown long overdue, I MISS YOU.
I’ve screamed it, I’ve told you, I’ve posted it and drawn it and I don’t know how else to do it anymore
I am desperately searching and running just hoping to find something to hold onto but the tides are rising and I’m carried out to sea.
I AM ALONE, adrift the lonely bottle, the message lost at sea.
sorry I’m sorry, truly I am
But I just wish someone could see and for once I wish I had someone hat could make me see- may believe that things will be alight
I’m tired I’m tired, I’m tired all days and so here we stand and I’m just awaiting my overdue decay